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[azdesertrose]

Well, I didn't listen to the Klonopin. I just spent three days in hospital instead of overdosing.

This hospital was MUCH nicer than the last one I was in; I was allowed to have my own clothes and no one threw anything at me. Visiting hours were much more frequent and unrestricted. The only thing I would have preferred to be different is that I wish they would let you smoke. (I know, I know, I shouldn't smoke, it's bad for me.)

I'm glad to be home though, and I think I'm starting to feel better. Everyone around me says I'm starting to behave like my old self again.

I think I'm really sensitive to changes in my medication. The last time I was suicidal, we had just changed me from Prozac to Celexa. This time, we raised my Klonopin from .5mg to 1mg and my Abilify from 20mg to 30mg, and everything went nutso for a few days.

Things seem to be calming down now, and I seem to be on a more even keel. Thank goodness. Maybe I'll actually stabilise some time soon and be able to work again or go back to school or something.

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[browncoatrebel.livejournal.com]

(((((Hugs)))))

I'm glad you got help instead of OD'ing. I'd miss you.

Take good care of yourself. I know how hard it can be, and I'm around if you ever need to talk.

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

That's good to hear. Thanks.

*hugs* to you too