Things I'm worried about...
Jul. 30th, 2008 03:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azdesertrose1. Money. With Cliff losing the shift we're taking a hard hit, and I don't know if we can make it until my money comes through, provided SSA doesn't appeal the decision and delay things even more.
2. Mini-me. I'm scared to death that now that she's got her learner's permit she's going to have a seizure behind the wheel and die in a car crash. No parent wants to bury their child, and I love that kid more than anybody in the whole world.
3. A friend who shall remain nameless who has made statements to me that make me worry that he's suicidal. And there's nothing I can do. He's a long distance friend, so it's not like I can physically stop him.
4. Meds. I'm out of everything but my Klonopin now although when Cliff gets home with the car, I can go get 15 days worth of my Invega but that will be all I have. I don't know how I'm going to get more meds, and I get really bad when I'm off my Invega. The psychotic symptoms come back really badly and I can't get out of bed. Hopefully on Friday I can get my Paxil and BuSpar again.
I'm a nervous wreck and I'm trying to pretend that everything's okay. But I'm not okay.
2. Mini-me. I'm scared to death that now that she's got her learner's permit she's going to have a seizure behind the wheel and die in a car crash. No parent wants to bury their child, and I love that kid more than anybody in the whole world.
3. A friend who shall remain nameless who has made statements to me that make me worry that he's suicidal. And there's nothing I can do. He's a long distance friend, so it's not like I can physically stop him.
4. Meds. I'm out of everything but my Klonopin now although when Cliff gets home with the car, I can go get 15 days worth of my Invega but that will be all I have. I don't know how I'm going to get more meds, and I get really bad when I'm off my Invega. The psychotic symptoms come back really badly and I can't get out of bed. Hopefully on Friday I can get my Paxil and BuSpar again.
I'm a nervous wreck and I'm trying to pretend that everything's okay. But I'm not okay.
