Depressed again...

[azdesertrose]

I'm really depressed again right now. I keep having to fight the urge to cut myself and I don't know how much longer I can keep from doing it. I tried to do it earlier today but the knife was too dull to cut through my skin, so it just left a little red mark from where I tried to get it to cut through.

I wish I could just stay in bed and hug my teddy bear and have my honey hold me. That's all I really want to do right now.

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[browncoatrebel.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Anything I can do to help? If you need to talk, you can always poke me.

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

I don't know that there's anything anybody can do. I just feel like I'm falling into a dark pit and no one can pull me out.

*hugs* to you.

[browncoatrebel.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean about other people not being able to do much--I'm in a similar spot, but it helps me a lot just to know that other people are listening and care. So this is me saying I'm listening and I care, and if you ever wanna talk, just let me know.