In Memoriam

Today would have been kileaiya's birthday.

I still miss her. What a magnificent soul she was, and how sad it is that her life was cut short.

Wherever you are, Jo, we still love you.

Still a little shaky but better

I'm still feeling the side effects of the Zyprexa; my hands are still a bit shaky and don't want to obey me.

Day two on the Paxil, and that seems to be going okay.

I guess I'm just hanging in there. I have a counseling appointment on Monday and I'm to see my disability lawyer on Wednesday about my hearing.

I'm starting to be nervous as the hearing draws closer. I really need the disability to come through for me. I try not to worry because there's nothing I can do about it right now but I'm just a worrying sort of person.

Mike and Charlie are having fun with the puppies; the cute little furballs are not quite house trained yet, and they're going to obedience class to learn to be good little furballs. The homework assignment was to teach them to sit on cue. CC won't do that reliably; I've thought about taking him for obedience training but I worry that he's too old at age 7 1/2.

But yeah, just hanging in there.

Side effect wonkiness

I'm still shaky and now that I'm gaming tonight, I notice I keep zoning out and I'm having trouble concentrating on the game.

I'm afraid to try to drive like this, so I think it'll be the whole household out running payday errands tomorrow because I can't drive like this, and if Dixie goes so she can drive, Nancy will want to go too. Great joy.