The Klonopin is calling me...

So, I never used to have hallucinations but they've started in the last year or so. Now I'm having delusions, feeling that things are coming to bite me, attack me, or otherwise get me.

I just saw my psychiatrist (I'm seeing the psychiatrist now instead of the nurse-prac because the disability lawyers said that the disability people will take more notice of something that an MD says rather than an ARNP). She raised my dosage on my Abilify and my Klonopin.

But I just keep feeling like I'll never get better, like I'm just going to keep getting worse.

And my shiny new bottle of Klonopin is calling my name, telling me that if I take them all, it will make it all stop.