Just stuff
Jul. 29th, 2008 05:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azdesertroseI guess I'm still sick.
I've been able to keep down everything I ate and drank today (buttered rice and tea and water), and I had a normal BM a little while ago, so I guess the stomach virus is on its way out.
But I'm cold. I keep going from cold to hot to cold to hot. I can't get comfortable, temperature-wise. I'm currently wrapped up in a blanket at the computer desk. But I wrap up in the blanket and get hot, and throw it off, and then get cold again.
I also feel generally shitty. Just tired and stuff. But I'm sitting up on the computer messing around and chatting and stuff because I know if I went to bed, I'd just lie there and be depressed. I might as well feel shitty and be my version of social, since I don't feel so shitty that I can't be nice.
I also feel less alone when I'm online. I know Mike and Kevin, at the very least, are real friends for all that we've never met in person. Probably Ben (Elim) too. We're still testing each other's waters but there's definitely potential there for a good friendship. And a lot of the other people I chat with are good company. And they don't care if I'm not wearing shoes or a bra, or if I haven't combed my hair in three days.
I really should be taking better care of my hair and stuff. I'll leave my hair in a braid for three or four days and not take it down and comb out the tangles and then I have this mass of tangles where the top of the braid was. Nobody's fault but mine.
Anyway, I guess I'll shut up now.
I've been able to keep down everything I ate and drank today (buttered rice and tea and water), and I had a normal BM a little while ago, so I guess the stomach virus is on its way out.
But I'm cold. I keep going from cold to hot to cold to hot. I can't get comfortable, temperature-wise. I'm currently wrapped up in a blanket at the computer desk. But I wrap up in the blanket and get hot, and throw it off, and then get cold again.
I also feel generally shitty. Just tired and stuff. But I'm sitting up on the computer messing around and chatting and stuff because I know if I went to bed, I'd just lie there and be depressed. I might as well feel shitty and be my version of social, since I don't feel so shitty that I can't be nice.
I also feel less alone when I'm online. I know Mike and Kevin, at the very least, are real friends for all that we've never met in person. Probably Ben (Elim) too. We're still testing each other's waters but there's definitely potential there for a good friendship. And a lot of the other people I chat with are good company. And they don't care if I'm not wearing shoes or a bra, or if I haven't combed my hair in three days.
I really should be taking better care of my hair and stuff. I'll leave my hair in a braid for three or four days and not take it down and comb out the tangles and then I have this mass of tangles where the top of the braid was. Nobody's fault but mine.
Anyway, I guess I'll shut up now.
