Hospital again

[azdesertrose]

After I wrote the last entry, I took an overdose of Klonopin and had to be rushed to the hospital. I just got home this morning.

I'm doing better now. I just felt like everybody was angry at me over things I don't know how to fix.

I'm going to go back into counseling. I have to learn to cope better than I'm doing, or one of these days, I will kill myself. I had every intention of doing it the other day, and I was already feeling the effects of the overdose when I told Nicholas what I'd done.

Oh, and karmic_serenity, thanks so much for the hug. It's going to stay on my profile page as long as LJ will let it.

Anyway, I have to learn some better ways to cope with anxiety and frustration and I have to learn how to get past my communication blocks. Sometimes I just can't talk even when I desperately need to. So off to counseling I go. I'm going to check out a couple of different counselors and see which one I think fits me best and then start going on a regular basis.

Comments

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Thanks for caring. *big safe teddy bear hugs*

[browncoatrebel.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I wish there were something I could say or do to make you feel better. Your support and compassion have meant so much to me...and I want you to know I care immensely about you.

If you want, e-mail me and I'll give you my phone number. And if there's ANYTHING else I can do...pleasepleaseplease let me know, mmkay?

*more hugs*

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I appreciate that, especially knowing everything you're going through. I think I actually have your phone number at Riggs, but if you want to email it to me just in case, my email is azdesertrose at gmail dot com.

*big safe stuffed dino hugs to you*