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azdesertrose ([personal profile] azdesertrose) wrote2008-12-08 06:52 pm
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Oh brother...

Hospital yet again.

I cracked up this weekend. Friday I lost it in the car, and by Saturday I felt so crappy, physically and emotionally, that I spent hours driving nowhere and finally checked myself into the hospital.

Nicholas can't stand to be in the same room with me any more; needless to say, he has given up on me. Cliff is close to it himself. He almost didn't let me come back home from the hospital.

I don't know what to do. I want to be better than this, but I don't know how.

I can't afford counseling, and I just don't know what to do.
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[identity profile] desertrosedark.livejournal.com 2008-12-09 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
Because they're tired of dealing with me. I've been very moody lately and they're tired of it.

Thanks for the hugs. *huggles* to you and Norm and *pets* to your furry ones.

[identity profile] i-love-freddie.livejournal.com 2008-12-09 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. I know how you're feeling. I'm trying to be strong right now, but I feel like I'm walking on a thin line. I wish I could say something to make it better.

*hugs*

[identity profile] desertrosedark.livejournal.com 2008-12-09 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. *hugs*
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[identity profile] desertrosedark.livejournal.com 2008-12-09 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. *hugs* to you