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azdesertrose) wrote2008-12-08 06:52 pm
azdesertrose) wrote2008-12-08 06:52 pm
Oh brother...
Hospital yet again.
I cracked up this weekend. Friday I lost it in the car, and by Saturday I felt so crappy, physically and emotionally, that I spent hours driving nowhere and finally checked myself into the hospital.
Nicholas can't stand to be in the same room with me any more; needless to say, he has given up on me. Cliff is close to it himself. He almost didn't let me come back home from the hospital.
I don't know what to do. I want to be better than this, but I don't know how.
I can't afford counseling, and I just don't know what to do.
I cracked up this weekend. Friday I lost it in the car, and by Saturday I felt so crappy, physically and emotionally, that I spent hours driving nowhere and finally checked myself into the hospital.
Nicholas can't stand to be in the same room with me any more; needless to say, he has given up on me. Cliff is close to it himself. He almost didn't let me come back home from the hospital.
I don't know what to do. I want to be better than this, but I don't know how.
I can't afford counseling, and I just don't know what to do.