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azdesertrose) wrote2008-11-02 03:19 pm
azdesertrose) wrote2008-11-02 03:19 pm
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I feel like I can't cope any more.
No matter what I do, somebody is angry with me. I've mentioned feeling wrong-footed with Cliff all the time, and now Nicholas is mad at me about my smoking.
I feel like I can't calm down at all. Hot baths don't help, the Klonopin only helps if I take three or four of them, smoking helps for a little while.
I just want to give up and quit trying to make anybody happy because I'm constantly failing at it any way.
No matter what I do, somebody is angry with me. I've mentioned feeling wrong-footed with Cliff all the time, and now Nicholas is mad at me about my smoking.
I feel like I can't calm down at all. Hot baths don't help, the Klonopin only helps if I take three or four of them, smoking helps for a little while.
I just want to give up and quit trying to make anybody happy because I'm constantly failing at it any way.
Re: I'm going out on a limb here.....