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azdesertrose ([personal profile] azdesertrose) wrote2008-08-03 05:35 pm
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Worrying...

I've chatted with my friend whom I'm afraid is suicidal. I'm still afraid he's going to kill himself. And there's nothing I can do to stop him. I can't make the bad things in his life get better, as much as I wish I could and would if I could.

All I can do is try to talk him into hanging on and love him as much as I can for as long as I've got him. It will break my heart to lose him.

I hate feeling so helpless. There's nothing I can do to help him except to let him lean on me and hope that loving him will give him the strength to hold on.