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[azdesertrose]

So I'm home from the hospital.

Tomorrow will be the test. Cliff will be at work, so I'll have to be good and stay out of my room (where the Klonopin is) and make myself stay here for the hearing.

The hearing is Tuesday and I'm nervous as shit about it. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it come through for me. I need it so bad.

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[xxcelestaxx.livejournal.com]

Glad that you are back. And stay safe.
Things will hopefully work out with SS. It just takes for fucking ever!! Stay strong and patience is the key! -hugs!!- Keep us updated! and Good luck!
-moar hugs-
~ashley

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Thanks. *hugs to you*

I'll keep you updated, no worries on that count. I'll probably update so much it'll make you sick of seeing my username. :D

[xxcelestaxx.livejournal.com]

nooo. I like it when friends of mine update on how shit is going in their life. If it helps ya vent... then its cool with me. Goddess knows that I am the same way in posting like a thousand times a day. So I'm surprised that you're not sick of my S/N. -giggles-

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

No, I'm not sick of seeing your username either. :D

I should probably vent but I can't really articulate the things that are upsetting me right now.

[xxcelestaxx.livejournal.com]

I get that. Notice how that sometimes I keep repeating on how I feel. That is just how my brain works. But at least you are writing to get some feelings out. Its a start. ^^v

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I just hate to ramble with no point. I spent too many years in college writing papers that had to be going somewhere that now I have trouble writing if I have no coherent point.

I probably should just ramble and not worry about making a point, really. But old habits die hard, ya know?

[xxcelestaxx.livejournal.com]

Why do you have to make a point on your own journal? Personally, I'd leave people hanging every once in a while! -giggles- But yes I do know where you are coming from, sometimes it is the pointless posts that get the point across. Just ramble sometime and see how it feels inside after wards. But if old habits truly die hard, then short to the point posts will work for me (and hopefully everyone else) I'ma not forcing ya. Just trying to help!

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Thanks. *hugs*

[crystalra1ndr0p.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're out of the hospital! Did they find out what was wrong, like did you need a med change or was it just a lot of stress?

Good luck!

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

Just stress. I'm really keyed up worrying about the damn disability hearing.

Thanks. *hugs*