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So I've been trying to register for class, and it keeps telling me that I've got a hold on my class registration. I called to find out what the hell was going on and they said that it was because FSCJ hadn't finished evaluating my transcript from CofC, but that it would be done by this week.

I tried to register. The frelling hold is still frakking there!! WTH? And I can't call to find out now what until tomorrow.

Hell's bells!
azdesertrose: (Default) aggravating it can be to get into an education program. I've been trying to enroll at FSCJ (formerly FCCJ) to train for medical billing/coding, which I can do from home and not have to worry about getting up at a certain time every single weekday and being somewhere to work.

I spent two hours up there talking to various people only to find out that the person I really need to talk to left at 3pm today. Grrr.


Aug. 8th, 2008 02:13 pm
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I am freezing cold for some reason. The air conditioner is on 75, which is not freezing cold, and it's not running right now because the rain has cooled it off outside considerably. It's probably not much more than about 85 outside, which is cool for Florida in August.

I wonder if I'm cold because I didn't get enough sleep last night. I hope I'm not getting sick.
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I hate my air conditioner. It freezes up on us all the fricken time and it gets damn hot in here.
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He gave me a pack of smokie treats, so I have smokage! YAY!

I don't have to be a complete stressball today worrying over money AND having no smokes.

Cliff doesn't think we'll have to move but he's willing to go look at the apartment I found that seems to be decent and allows pets and has washer/dryer hookup since we have our own washer and dryer courtesy of my lovely mom and stepdad. I sort of hope we don't have to move just because moving is such a pain in the ass, but I sort of think we might be better off to go back to renting so we don't have to pay to fix things ourselves and stuff like that.

My feet still itch from ninety bazillion bug bites. It sucks. I wish bugs didn't find my skin so attractive and feel the need to bite the shit out of me.


Jul. 24th, 2008 05:24 pm
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We have an appointment to go look at an apartment that will be about $50 less a month than this place is. Every little bit helps, I guess. The appointment is on Saturday at 1pm.

That's the best I can do, to find a place that is decent, accepts pets, and has washer/dryer connections.

I wish I could find something nice for cheaper but it just doesn't look like it's going to happen.

I'm craving a cig so bad right now I could tear my skin off. I hate that I couldn't buy smokes. This sucks.

I think I'm going to go see if a certain neighbor is home from work and will let me bum one.
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I'm having to bum smokes from my neighbor Beau who is on a six-week FMLA leave for having broken his hand and being unable to do his job. This sucks.

At least Beau is pleasant to talk to, as long as he's not drunk.

This much stress plus limited smokie treats=unhappy me.
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I wish I could tattoo "GO THE FUCK AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" across my forehead so Nancy wouldn't bother me with stupid shit. She has to pester me about absolutely every fucking thing and I'm sick of it. I'm going to kill her tomorrow when I don't have any cigarettes to smoke to calm myself down.

And Dixie keeps sneezing and bitching about it.


I am upset and stressed and I do not want to deal with anybody today!!!
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Cliff is at work, so I get the big computer.

We're probably going to have to cut back on a few things to be able to afford the necessities but hopefully we'll be able to hang on to the internet because I would really be hating life with no 'net. Cliff says I have to quit smoking because we can't afford cigarettes any more. I told him I'm not responsible if I kill his sister.

Speaking of smoking, I'm going to go see if I can bum a smoke from my neighbor.


Jul. 7th, 2008 08:17 pm
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All of a sudden my entire stomach hurts. It's like a cramp but it burns and it's all over, from the bottom of my ribcage to my hips.

I'm going to go lie down and see if I feel better later.

This hurts like a motherfucker.
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I really need to make my menu and my grocery list and go grocery shopping but I don't want to. I hate grocery shopping. There's always 90 bazillion people in the grocery store and I hate being around a bunch of people.

And my feet are still swollen and I don't want to walk around. I just want to stay home.

Dun wanna go out.

Damn it.

Jul. 2nd, 2008 04:22 pm
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Something is causing my feet to swell.

I thought it was the Cymbalta because it started around the time I started the Cymbalta but I've been off the Cymbalta for about 3 weeks now and my feet still balloon up every day and the swelling goes away overnight when I put my feet up in bed.

I'm tired of having swollen feet.

In other news, I talked to Cliff about our plans for the future. He wants to go to culinary school and open a restaurant with Beau as the chef and Cliff as the manager. But Cliff feels he should go to school before he does this. We started looking into culinary schools and DAMN they're expensive. I got my entire bachelor's degree for less than it costs for a year of culinary school.

I convinced him to let me go to stenotype school first and start working as a closed captioner like I want before we move so he can go to culinary school. He's supported me all this time; if I can get stable and go back to school and start working as a closed captioner, we can afford for him to quit working and go to school. Closed captioners make $60-75k a year, which is more than what we're living on now, so that should be okay. He was cool with it. He said it made sense to let me do my two-year program and get started and then have him quit working and go back to school.

Now if we can just get his family OUT of our house!!!!!
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I think a mosquito sneaked into my house last night and bit me all over my jaw/chin area. I itch like crazy. It's driving me nuts. I can't do anything but scratch. I hate bug bites and I'm allergic to them so they make me itch a lot.

Did I mention I hate bug bites?

There are ant bites on my feet because I go outside to smoke on the back steps barefoot.

I hate bug bites. I really need to move out of Florida where there are so many bugs to come bite you.


Jun. 28th, 2008 12:46 pm
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I've got three chat programs open and I'm bored. I don't want to play a game, I'm not hungry (just ate some chips and homemade salsa), I don't want to read.

I'm just bored.
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I'm still shaky and now that I'm gaming tonight, I notice I keep zoning out and I'm having trouble concentrating on the game.

I'm afraid to try to drive like this, so I think it'll be the whole household out running payday errands tomorrow because I can't drive like this, and if Dixie goes so she can drive, Nancy will want to go too. Great joy.
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Well, I found out what got miscommunicated with my meds. My doctor called in the 40 mg dosage and only the 10 and 20 mg dosages are on the $4 list, so I need her to call me in a script to take 2 20mg tablets a day and that will be $8 instead of $59.

If only I could get hold of her. The answering service won't pass my message on because it's not an emergency. It will be an emergency if I run out of meds and go into withdrawals because then I'll be a complete mess, worse than usual.

The weather here matches my mood; it's storming to beat the band. I'd like to storm and rage and be angry but all I can do is write because everybody would get all upset if I got upset.


Jun. 11th, 2008 09:43 am
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Cliff got home from work and let me have one Lortab.

It's not even taking the edge off the pain. My left leg hurts so much right now, I'd like to cry.

I'm exhausted. I kept waking up because of the pain and finally at 3am I gave up on trying to sleep and just got up and came into the computer room.

I'd love to sleep right now but I can't. I hurt too much.

More owie

Jun. 11th, 2008 04:02 am
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My left knee still hurts, and now I feel like I've pulled the muscle in my left thigh and my left hip has started aching too.

Also, my carpal tunnel syndrome is acting up in my right hand, so I've got nerve pain shooting up my right arm.

This sucks.

I doped myself up with Lortab and Klonopin and slept for a while but the drugs wore off and now I hurt too much to sleep.

I asked Dixie to go pick up Cliff from work (in about 2 hours) and when he gets home, if he's still got some Lortab I'm going to take a couple of those and some more Klonopin and try to get some more sleep, because I'm tired but it's hard to sleep when you hurt.


Jun. 10th, 2008 06:35 am
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My left knee is killing me. I don't know what I did to it, but I can barely stand to move my left leg.

I stole some of Cliff's Lortab and it seems to be helping a little but it really hurts.

I had Dixie drive Cliff to work this morning because I don't think I can work the clutch on my car (it's a five-speed) with my knee hurting like this. I'm also going to have her drive me to my psychiatrist's office so I can pick up my meds. I took the last of my Cymbalta this morning, and I have three Invega left. I have nice shiny new bottles of Klonopin and BuSpar though.

It hurts to bear weight on my left leg but I have to walk. Owie owie owie.
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SHUT UP!!!!!!!

I let Nancy have her friend Rebecca over to spend the night. As I have previously mentioned, Nancy's taste in friends is not fabulous by my standards. The main problem with Rebecca, now that her younger cousin has quit transmitting lice to us, is that, like Nancy, she NEVER SHUTS UP. The only time I'm getting any quiet is when they're asleep or out of the house.

They just came back from a dip in the pool because they were hungry for lunch. Peachy-fucking-keen, but lunch does not require a constant stream of conversation. Dixie is perfectly capable of fixing herself some lunch without talking. So is Cliff. So am I.

So why the hell can't Nancy do anything without constantly running her fucking mouth? GRRRRRR!!!!


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